Tuesday, December 30, 2008
` 9:29:00 am
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?
Why can't I said out when I have so much in mind?
I just wanted to tell you that
I miss your eyes ur warm and loving gaze
I miss your smile a memory in my mind
I miss the way you would make me laugh
I miss your soft touch, the love we shared
I miss the way I felt, when i'm with you
I miss the days when we are together
I regreat what i have done to you
Been waiting for you to be back to be mine again
But when will the waiting ever be over?
I grew too attached to you
Wanted to forget you
But its just seem so hard
Ended up I can't let go of you.
My heart is aching because
I'M MISSING YOU!
DO YOU?
deep goes the blade and my heart stops.
Monday, December 29, 2008
` 10:27:00 am
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY
CHARMAINE ( XIAOMEI )
HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY
SOFIA ( SAYANG )
HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY
LILIAN
* ALL THE BEST TO YOU GUYS AND
ENJOY YOUR DAY TO THE FULLEST ALRIGHT.
LOVES WITH KISSES.
` 9:46:00 am
TONIGHT I'VE FALLEN RIGHT BACK WHERE I STARTED.
i'm feeling so confusing.
hoping it will be empty so i dont have to think.
the feeling inside is so hard to describe,
as it stirred up all my feeling.
dont like this kind of feeling.
argh~
i miss you again. do you?
will you ever be mine again?
Sunday, December 28, 2008
` 5:29:00 pm
saturday & sunday
well sleep till 9plus this morning got up by Black call and asked to go breakfast with her and her sister. aiyo so shy everytime i saw her sister. lol. shall not said in detail.
changed and waited for her to come fetch me and we went kovan for breakfast follow by her house. slacked at her house till 3plus then Black drive me home using her bike to take stuff then to ade house. finally after so long i can sit her bike le. hahas.
oh was full of laughter at ade house =) loves cant wait to play the games again. we had dinner at bishan and then everyone headed home.
while walking home decided to call minz out for drinks and ended up off we went changi village with her friends for their dinner after that we went rounding and rounding. =) tell you what >> i miss the feeling sia. rounding at night is fun as we have no ideal where to go half way thur we called anz out as we are near by her house fetched her and off we went east coast for pool after that slacked awhile and off we went home. thanks minz for fetching me home.
reached home is like 4plus in the morning and i'm still awake like hell cant get to sleep so decided to do some cleaning till morning 7am had a bath again and off to my bed. till then peeps. <3
*I WANNER GO ROUNDING AGAIN AT NIGHT =)
** I WANNER SIT ON BLACK BIKE AGAIN :)
* DRINKING AGAIN WITH __ :D
ITS GONE OR ITS STILL THERE?
Saturday, December 27, 2008
` 12:49:00 pm
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY
GRACE - DARLING
LOVE YOU <3
Friday, December 26, 2008
` 10:24:00 am
FOR 24/12 & 25/12
this year christmas is special. did not went club, pub, bbq and stuff. instead i went jev house for mahjong with her mum, sis and of course her too. after that we was watch tv and i fall asleep. OMG, its seem that i need a short rest before i can countiune to have fun with them. so we headed to the room and while i'm sleeping half way thur JEV SUDDENLY GONE SIAO WITH HER SIS LAH. got awake and i saw them rolling here and there and singing plus changing songs lyric. but still i like the " morning teacher and student songs " if you guys wanner know more detail can ask me or them. hahas but worst is i tagged along with them to siao till like morning 5 plus and her elders sis is back and we had a short fun and headed to bed as everyone eyes gonna close soon. sleep till afternoon then wash up myself and had our lunch. THANKS AUNTIE. after that we decided to head downstair to buy stuff plus smoking time. =) * eyes brighten up* wahahaha. after that we pass by a shop that have those machine outside for kids to play and know what we took our coins out to play like those small kids. lol. was fun and brought some childhood stuff to play. took some pic shall upload when i'm free lah or maybe not =x OPPS. after that they went back and change and stuff and took cab to my house as i need to change to meet nessa:lover. al:darling, darling gf for prata at boonkeng and dawn join us after her work. had prata for christmas dinner and its SUCK LIKE HELL. service suck. food suck. everything suck over there. shall ban there aready anw after dinner accompany jass to look for her friend to setter some stuff and we headed home after that. home sweet home. alright pic shall update when i'm free. =) till then peeps.
after all i had fun. loves. <3 anw meet up guys and those that i missed. you guys should know who you are! =)
fallen again because of you.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
` 10:23:00 am
Heyys guys give me comments on msn for this picture alright. thanks with love.
THW WORDS ON IT IS " IF I COULD DREAM AT ALL, IT WOULD BE ABOUT YOU "
EDIT FOR 23TH DEC 2008
HAPPY BIRHDAY TO LOVER AGAIN.
**meet up with jev and clare at tpy and i was late. very sorry guys. somethiing cope up again and miss the bus. lol. anw walk till lover house void deck relisa she not at home as she went her ahma house. so waited for for her with jev : brother, clare : su erzi, al : darling and jac. was having fun yesterday and i become JOKE OF THE DAY. thanks to jac. $#%^%*&(*&*(*^$^) DAME IT. SO ANGRY. BUT LOVER BECOME " GONG GONG OF THE DAY" dame funny lah had alot of fun and laughter. oh well hope tonight will be having fun. ONE LAST THING AILING BECOME " ZAO CAI MAO OF THE DAY" hahahahas. ailing you saw it..
HAPPY XMAS PEEPS.
LOVE WITH HUGGIES.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
` 10:51:00 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
NESSA.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY LOVER,
ALL THE BEST IN WATEVER
YOU DO ALRIGHT :D
LOVE AND SMACK YOU 20 TIMES.
THAT'S FOR SURE WONT MISS OUT. HAHAS.
FALLEN RIGHT BACK WHERE I STARTED
Monday, December 22, 2008
` 11:02:00 pm
ALRIGHT.
WORK been rather busy recently till i cant even meet out with my clicks for fun and laughter. oh man, i miss them. anw meeting up with them tomorrow as its lover birthday. =D wohohoho.. gonna smack her 20times and thats for sure. agnes been asking me about __ till i cant take it anymore and i shouted at her over the phone. i'm sorry baby just got fed up wherever i hear __. anw love alright no hurts. shall see you next week alright. ITS A DEAL. huggies.
** oh well jev just msg me somethiing like, wednesday we shall go club bbq cancel. OMG this is my first evertime she said that she wanner go club instead of other stuff. TIAN AR~ dont know whats goes wrong with her. anw shall decide tmr cos event everywhere and entry fee is like so dame bloodly expensive lah. aiya, shall see how. yawn. till them pepps. NIGHT.
* TONIGHT I'VE FALLEN
Sunday, December 21, 2008
` 4:59:00 pm
Anthony Hamilton - Dear Life
Oh my baby, Oh my Love,
Ooooooh, woah, oh, woah...woah.
Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew,
I became somebody, through loving you.
Softly as a child, born in natural rain,
I predict the seasons, to go unchanged.
Sometimes in life,You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life, Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
Warm was the sun, that covered my body so.
Reminded me of you, as I’d first known.
Those were tha days, tha days, that changed my life, and made me new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
Sometimes in life, You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it feels like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
As the sun shined, down on me,
I know with you in love is where I wonna be,
Oooh sometimes, I go on through life,
thinking that love is something that’s not meant for me,
Woooah...Somebody, somebody.
Hold on dear life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
I became somebody, through loving you.Oh,
I became somebody, through loving you.
Woah, oh. Ooooooooo
* trying hard to get over it.
but it just seem so diffcult.
it is so hard to said goodbye.
thought i cant bear to said.
i dont wish for any miracles or anything to happen.
but after so much waiting and stuff
i have concluded that
i should wake up and let go althought its hard.
telling myself this
you have to do it no matter its hard.
so run run,
dont turn back anymore. you can do it.
Friday, December 19, 2008
` 8:50:00 pm
currently i'm at amanda : underground fling house updating my blog.
work today is so dame free lah cause boss not in town. wheeee :)
after work took bus came over to her house area wanted to just meet her awhile ended up i'm at her house slacking now while waiting for ailing : darling to contact me. hahahas.. till now she still haven contact me lah. angry. call or msg her no reply. urgh. anyway was great slacking at fling house watching online show. loves. oh well thinking should i join them to east coast to slack later since ailing nv contact me. hmmmp finally contact dao her le.. reason cause she fall asleep at gf house. SO ANGRY.. but nvm forgive her cos last night i think she did not sleep well =) alright gonna watch my show then go out le. till then peeps..
* To Xiao Huii
hahahas.. thanks for your concern.
i'm feeling better le. no worry lah.
loves with kisses and huggies. <3
* To Eejie
thanks for cheering me up at msn.
hahahas, i'm feeling great and HAPPY now.
SMILE, LAUGHT AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY.
* ____
heyys my dear cheer up alright, no matter what happen
i'll stand by ur side just like what you did to me when i'm down.
muacks. huggies and kisses. I WAN TO SEE YOUR BIG BIG SMILE.
- i'm glad you move on cause i'm moving on well without you althought the memorise still flash back on my mind.
` 10:02:00 am
LIFE
AS YOU SEE THROUGHT LIFE
YOU WILL SEE THAT
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAN WE
DONT UNDERSTAND AND THE ONLY THING
WE REALL KNOW IS
THINGS DONT ALWAYS FO THE WAY YOU PLANNED.
* I SHUT MY EYES AND THE WORLD FALLS DEAD.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
` 12:29:00 pm
YOU HAVE CHANGE.
I HATE YOU AND THATS FOR SURE.
` 12:55:00 am
oh well after so long i'm back if not " the peeps " will said i MIA. laugh. =) so ppl do read my blog. whee. so happy. anw meet up with jev, neaas, clare and jingxin at cini for movie but ended up we are at amk hub. cause clare check wrongly and everyone of us is like giving her a look and she went one side emo. hahahas dame cute lah. anw we dont blame her so off we went to amk hub. the show was nice was laughiing all the way till the show ended. :) oh well was slackiing at mac till 11plus cause everyones tired. was great meetiing up with them after 1 or 2 weeks we have not meet up. shout out loud >> i do miss you guys althought we dont meet dont said i'm heart-less alright. laughs.. went back home do some stuff and now i'm talking to ailing now. was looking at the wall and drinking alone while talking to ailing:darling on the phone and suddenly i told her this. " ITS NOT MY TEAR BUT ITS MY TEARS " was wired but i don even know why i said that. oh well i'm just having a blank / confuse mind. urgh. dame it. anw relax relax angel. dont think too much le. alright gonna sleep soon if not cant wake up tomorrow.
*EDIT
To ailing : daling
i manage to wake up after the 2nd call you gave me and i did wake up. :) loves do meet up soon. loves with huggies.
Monday, December 15, 2008
` 12:08:00 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOMEI
PIC DURING XIAOMEI BRITHDAY AT JESS PUB
SORRY GUYS TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE THE PIC.
Friday, December 12, 2008
` 4:50:00 pm
MY HEART BLEED.
i'm tired cause i dont wanner live in this way.
i miss you badly but what can i do, i can only keep it to myself.
i'm happy cause you are happy
but now
i'm sad cause you are not happy
i'm blank cause i dont know what to do right now
when i saw you, all the trouble got move away and its all you
everything seem perfect and beautiful
but when i wake up
everything seem bad to normal
i seriously hate this kind of feeliing
p.s : be mine again. will you?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
` 11:39:00 pm
SMILE=D
finally i get to see my 2 lovely after 2 week. they will nv fail to make me smile till i cried. LOVES. they will always do stupid face to make us laugh. should i said they are naughty or not. anw i just love them to max. bring them out for dinner with dad and mum. was haviing fun that i almost forget the time to meet my 3 darliing at hougang mall. faster pack my bag and off i went. sorry mum for the trouble to bring them home for me. I LOVE YOU MUM.
** alright shall upload pic aready.
- the naughty little princess
- BLEAH / OKAY
* CHIP CHIP
- PINCH PINCH
` 8:48:00 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD JOE.
ENJOY UR DAY AT JAPAN ALRIGHT.
REMEMBER TO BUY ** FOR ME ALRIGHT.
LOVE YOU LOTS. HUGGIES AND KISSES. <3
` 1:45:00 am
yesterday was my sadness and happiest day. sadness stuff shall not said out cause it really do spoil my day. argh.. shout out loud. anw yst meet up with amanda for awhile then cab down to cini to meet my jev nessa clare and abby =) as usual abby is late again. hahahas. was fun hangiing out with them. LOVES <3>
* JESS
Do take care of urself when you are back alright. let me know when you comiing singapore again. i shall take off to bring you guys out. :) promise you that if i'm free i might pop by ur country to look for you.
*Jev
Thanks sis for accompany me. do take care of urself and rest more if not you fall sick again. <3
* xiaoyi
Heyys gurl, cheer up alright. everythiing will be fine. don worry too much. =) LOVES.
*MAO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 23TH SWEETIE.
HEART YOU.
HOPE YOU ENJOY UR DAY WITH HIM TODAY. <3
Monday, December 08, 2008
` 8:46:00 am
TO : BAOBEI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HEART YOU.
ENJOY UR DAY TO THE FULLEST ALRIGHT.
Sunday, December 07, 2008
` 9:44:00 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERVIN.
Hope you enjoy your birthday over that side.
do come back soon. missed. <3
Saturday, December 06, 2008
` 11:25:00 am
Satu kata bertulis cinta
Telah merasuki ku
Tak berwujud tak tersentuh
hanya ku rasa
Dan jika wujud nya menjelma
Pada sebentuk hati
Bukankah itu amanah
dari yang kuasa
Menjaganya.. menjaganya..
reff :Wahai insan yang di sana
Mungkin saja ini kau dengar
Melewati semesta ini
Aku sampaikan
Begitu ingin berbagi batin
Mendengarkan hasrat di jiwa
Oh Tuhan pertemukan aku
Sebelum hatinya beku
Artist:Randy Pangalila
Track:Lewat Semesta
* i kind of like this songs after listening but i don understand what its means. if anyone of you know pls tell me alright, thanks with LOVES.
- you guys can check it out at YOUTUBE.
` 9:22:00 am
fun and laughter. yst meet up with the ex staff from my pervious shop. was great but some of them cant make it. ended up only 4 of us only. anw we went swensen to have our dinner was raining heavy after we sit down. lol. thanks god. if not we will be like ended up wet sitting down. hahas. Food was great, took alot of pic shall put it up later half way thur due to Mr Ben that is not feeliing well we actually sent him to take cab home but the Q is like dame bloodly long so our poor ben have to take bus home. awww poor ben, remember to take MANY MANY MC okay. do take care of urself.. oh well left 3 of us only, wat can we do of course window shoppiing and of course hide inside toilet taking photo :) hahahas. was tired so decided to take train to amk to take cab but half way thur saw J at taxi stand waiting, i have no choice but to cut Q and share cab with J. hahas surprise is we are heading to the same location.. her gf stay the same block as me. was curious who is she so decided to smoke while waiting for them to come down and relisa that her gf is june lah. what i can said is > THE WORLD IS DAME SMALL LA. was talkiing to them and aunt called ask me out to accompany her for supper so off back home to change and out to meet aunt. was tired but was fun la. lol. alright time for picture lazy to type.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
` 2:55:00 pm
ANOTHER BUSY DAY AGAIN.
SO MANY TASK TO DO PLUS MY MIND IS EMPTY KEEP DOIING WRONG STUFF. HAVE NOT BEEN MYSELF THIS FEW DAYS. I HAVE BECOME SOMEONE ELSE THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO. ARGH~ OH WELL OTHER THAN THAT I HAVE BEEN CUTTING DOWN ON MY STICK EVERYDAY. =) GOOD NEWS I KNOW. BUT THE STUPID DUMB DONT BELIEVE ME. SO MAD AT HER SHALL PROVE TO HER. YES ANGEL YOU CAN DO IT. JIAYOU. ALRIGHT GOIING HOP TO "SHOUT OUT LOUD" ROOM TO ACCOMPANY RACHEL TO HAVE LUNCH SINCE I'M HAVIING MIND RIGHT NOW. LOVES PEEPS :)
LIFE SEEMS SO MEANINGLESS WITHOUT ____.
I WILL GIVE UP & STAY AWAY FROM THIS.
MY HEART IS BLEEDING BUT WHAT CAN I DO.
HOLDING ONTO SOMETHING THAT DONT BELONG TO ME.
STOP TELLING ME STUFF THAT I DONT WISH TO HEAR.
DO TAKE CARE AND DONT OVERWORK URSELF.
I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO.
SOMEONE PLS SHOW ME SOME LIGHT TO GUIDE ME THUR OUT THE WAY.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
` 9:09:00 am
* SOMEONE STILL OWN ME MY SUNRISE & SUNSET *
Monday, December 01, 2008
` 10:23:00 am
HEYYS PEEPS,
I'M BACK TO UPDATE LE. =)
HMM FRIDAY NOTHIING MUCH HAPPEN WENT BACK HOME EARLY THOUGHT OF GOIING CLUB BUT ENDED UP CANCEL CAUSE MIN CANT GO LAST MIN PLUS ONLY LEFT FEW OF US SO DECIDED TO SKIP AND STAY HOME TO DRINK :) WAS COOL, MUM JOIN ME AWHILE AND WENT TO SLEEP WHEN XINYI REACHED. WAS TALKIING AND TEARING TO XINYI, EVERYTHIING SEEM TO CHANGE. I MAY HAVE CHANGE I AGREED BUT HOW ABOUT YOU. YOU HAVE CHANGE TO A PERSON THAT I DON EVEN UNDERSTAND LE. ARGH~ OVER IS OVER, DON WANNER TALK ABOUT IT LE.
OH WELL, WENT ST JAMES ON SATURDAY WITH AL:DARLING,XX:BESTFRIEND,GRACE AND NEW FREINDS TH AND GF AND PLUS PLUS. FORGET THEIR NAME LE. WAS FUN DRINK NOT MUCH BUT AL DRINK ALOT CAUSE XX AND I WANTED HER TO DANCE SO KEEP ASKIING HER TO DRINK. LOL. =) NOW WE CAN NEI NI NEI NI POO POO LE. HAHAHS, WORST IS I MISTAKE SOMEONE AS DESMOND AND TOOK THE DRINKS HE OFFER TO ME ENDED UP OMG IS SOMEONE ELSE LA. FASTER THANKS AND WALK TO LOOK FOR AL AND XX. TOOK THEM ABOUT IT, I'M A BLUR SOTONG. ANYWAY HALFWAY THUR THERE FIGHT,SHALL NOT SAID ABOUT IT. SPOIL THE MOOD OF THE FUN. WENT OUT OF THE CLUB AND HELPED 1 OF GRACE FRIEND TO CLEAN HER WOUND. OUCH AND PAIN IS ALL I CAN SAID WHEN I HELPED HER TO CLEAN. BUT HOPE SHE REMEMBER TO CHANGE THE PLASTER. LOVES. HAVE IT WE WENT BACK IN AND WE STAYED TILL THE CLUB ENDED THEN WENT VIVO TO HAVE OUR BREAKFAST AND CABED HOME. SADNESS IS I DROP ONE PCS OF $50 INSIDE THE CLUB LA. FUCK LA. ENDED UP XX PAY FOR MY BREAKFAST, THANKS XX, LOL. WENT BACK SLEEP TILL SUNDAY AFTERNOON, WENT LOOK FOR MUM TO HELP HER CLOSE SHOP THEN WENT LUNCH AND ACCOMPANY MUM TO LOOK FOR HER DINNER CLOTHES AND HOME WE WENT WITH HER SMALL AND BIG BAGS. =D
WAS FUN GOIING OUT WITH MUM SOMETIME CAUSE SHE WILL BE THE ONE PAYIING BUT AFTER THE PERVIOUS SHOPPING TRIP AND THIS TIME ROUND I SHALL KEEP BACK THE LINES I SAID CAUSE I'M THE ONE PAYIING FOR ALL HER NEW CLOTHES LAH. =/ BUT NVM LAH, WHAT TO DO. I LOVE HER SO HAVE TO PAID FOR IT. HAHAS. HAOLA, GOT TO GET BACK TO WORK LE. CHIAO PEPPS.
<*SOMEHOW I DO MISS YOU STILL. <3