Tuesday, June 30, 2009
` 4:18:00 pm
lost of words
maybe i should. maybe i should not. i dont know. i felt __________ .
holding onto something that dont
belong to me is just so hard.
Friday, June 26, 2009
` 10:37:00 am
i'm sick again & i still drag myself to work due to lots of work to do. omg, angel you are power but can someone please sent a angel to me to fetch me home from work. i'll be glad (: gonna go have a nap. dizzy dizzy ): fever coming ...
angel where are you!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
` 10:27:00 am
ความเหมือนเล่นที่เปลี่ยนแปลงในทุกฉาก
i got so much things inside my mind but i just unable to type out. fuck man. right now just smoke finish my last stick of cigarette ): & thats bad cause the near by coffeshop dont sell the brand that i sold / its out of stock. urgh anw mad girl asked me to look for this songs for her. the lyric is kinda ____. anw if anyone of you guys have this songs do sent it to me. thankyou very the much <3
Title: เพื่อนกันวันสุดท้าย / Peuan Gun Wun Soot Tai (Friends For the Last Day)
Artist: Punch
กี่ปีแล้วที่เราเป็นเพื่อนกันมา
Gee pbee laeo tee rao pben peuan gun mah
How many years have we been friends?
เมื่อลองคิดคำนวณดูก็เนิ่นนาน
Meua long kit kum nuan doo gor nern nahn
When I try to count, it seems like a long time
จะเดือดร้อน จะกังวล จะเบิกบาน
Ja deuat ron ja gung won ja berk bahn
Will it be troublesome, stressful, or will it be joyful?
ก็ไม่พ้นมาบรรยายให้กันฟัง
Gor mai pon ma bun yai hai gun fung
But I can’t help it, I gotta talk to you about it
(*)กี่ปีแล้วที่เรามานั่งมองตา
Gee pbee laeo tee rao mah nung mong dtah
How many years have we sat looking into each other’s eyes?
ได้ทะเลาะและเฮฮาด้วยกัน
Dai talaur lae he hah duay gun
We fought and laughed together
ก็นานแล้วที่เธอเดินอยู่ข้างฉัน
Gor nahn laeo tee tur dern yoo kahng chun
It’s been a long time that you’ve walked at my side
อยู่อย่างเพื่อนกันมานานพอแล้ว
Yoo yahng peuan gun mah nahn por laeo
We’ve stayed like friends long enough!
(**)ก็จะดีไหมถ้าฉันและเธอจะลองขยับเรื่องราว
Gor ja dee mai tah chun lae tur ja long kayup reuang rao
Would it be good if you and I tried moving to the next level?
ถ้าหากฉันไม่ขอเป็นเพื่อนเธอเหมือนเก่า
Tah hahk chun mai kor pben peuan tur meuan gah
if I ask not to be friends with you like before
จะยอมรับไหม ถ้าวันพรุ่งนี้จะเรียกเธอว่าแฟน
Ja yorm rup mai tah wun proong nee ja riak tur wah faen
Would you accept it? If tomorrow I called you my boyfriend?
(***)ก็จะดีไหมถ้าฉันและเธอจะลองขยับที่ทาง
Gor ja dee mai tah chun lae tur ja long kayup tee tahng
Would it be good if you and I tried changing directions?
เข้ามาชิดและใกล้กันยิ่งกว่าที่เคย
Kao mah chit lae glai gun ying gwah tee koey
Come closer and we’ll be closer than before
ให้เป็นเหมือนเขา แบบว่าคนที่เขารักกัน
Hai pben meuan kao baep wah kon tee kao ruk gun
Let us be like them, like people who are in love
กิจวัตรประจำวันที่ผ่านมา
Gee jawut rabra jum wun tee pahn mah
The daily routine of the past
ก็ไม่พ้นต้องเป็นเธอที่ยุ่งเกี่ยว
Gor mai pon dtong pben tur tee yoong giao
It’s inescapable, it must be you who gets involved
เท่าที่เห็นก็มีแต่เธอแค่คนเดียว
Tao tee hen gor mee dtae tur kae kon diao
Of what I’ve seen, there’s only you
ให้คิดถึงและไว้ใจได้ทุกที
Hai kit teung lae wai jai dai took tee
Who I can think of and trust every time
tabagisme de mon dernier bâton de cigarette
` 9:23:00 am
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
` 1:39:00 pm
ความเหมือนเล่นที่เปลี่ยนแปลงในทุกฉาก
i miss you badly.
when i see you i wanner hug you tight close to me.
tabagisme de mon dernier bâton de cigarette
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
` 10:05:00 am
TUESDAY : BAD & GOOD
oh well, another day have pass (: seem slow, seem fast.
everything seem perfect good only my bloody cough and flu is not fine yet. kinda fuck up sometime but what can i do right. nabei is all i can said. thursday PLAY (: thumbs up plus hopefully friday i can take half day leave man. oh man i want my phone back badly too ): alright lots of work waiting for me to clear got to get back to work now!! love.
ahbao ;
hello my lil darling, please take good care of yourself man (: drink more water and rest well and please get up from bed stop nau-ing aready. time to o school yeah. see you on thursday or friday. love you with kisses.
fel.ldown : C > walao you dame dame cute lah. saw your tag aready & you saw mine (:
iwannerhugyoutight.
smoking my last stick of cigarette
Monday, June 22, 2009
` 9:35:00 am
its like a play that changes in every scene
(: shop dinner mj home
went shopping to look for present but ended up did not manage to get anything, was hungry so had mos burger for dinner and headed for mj. got a miss call for love so called back while on my way home got some shocking news afterall i felt glad for her (:
eh i miss you too so lets meet up soon (:
Friday, June 19, 2009
` 5:54:00 pm
lies burined with ____.
` 10:00:00 am
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY
ZAVE (:* hope all your dreams come true & all the best in whatever you do.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
` 12:05:00 pm
kate sent me this video to cheer me up & i'm decided to put it up here to share it with you guys (: enjoy.
` 10:58:00 am
i'm on 2 days MC equal 1 day cause i dragged myself to work as i have lots of stuff on hand ): oh ya, reached work place not long boss wanted a short talk with me. after talk i felt love from her and guilty from me to her. * and she msg me after we had the talk and is so dame sweet from her. anw i'll take good care of my health and work hard from next week onward since tmr is fri aready. (: hahahs oh i think i shall skip PLAY tonight since i'm not feeling well still. bad bad bad just cough till i puked too ): sigh, no night life at the moment till i get better. oh YES PEOPLE my phone is spoil so right now i'm using a spare phone and i lost a few of the contact too ): awww, what a bad week i have, sigh anything that can cheer me up ?
thanks J for taking care of me for the whole yst (:
you
i'm missing you day by day.
bit by bit everyday (:
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
` 2:11:00 pm
Thanks for the concern (:
thanks for the msg.
thanks for the call.
*everyone please take good care of urself.
` 9:36:00 am
I'M NOT FEELING GOOD ):
FALLING SICK SOON OR LATER.
DRAGGED MYSELF TO WORK TODAY DUR TO SOME DOCUMENT. EVERYTHING SIBEI FUCK UP TO THE MAX MAX MAX MAX MAXXXXX.
i need my bed..
Smoking my last stick of cigarette
Monday, June 15, 2009
` 3:50:00 pm
FUCKING
DULAN & PEKCHE!!!
NI NA BE, BLOODLY ASS.
fucking pissed off,
and bang the wall like real hard ya.
` 12:15:00 pm
SATURDAY NIGHTLIFE
work up in the afternoon rushed some stuff out for mum then bath and stuff and out of the house. meet up with J went mums friends salon to cut my hair (: waited like so dame freaking long for my turn. ): anw result came out is a shock for J cause its my 1st time i had so dame freaking short hair. (: hahahas. anw was late so cabbed to fetch LOVE and headed town to meet up with jeanice and christian too had a lil shopping while jeanice is looking for her clothes :D meanwhile hazel and jeff came and off to shaw house for dinner then trained down to club at rebel. tell you is dame crowded cause got special DJ at zicra (: was high and everyone was having fun man. wohohoho. picture shall update later when i'm free.
Smoking my last stick of cigarette
Sunday, June 14, 2009
` 4:10:00 pm
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY
LILIAN (:
Friday, June 12, 2009
` 4:58:00 pm
thursday DBLO : ZOUK
was late for work today. ): reach like 10.45am instead of 9am. hahas, sorry boss. (:
& YES last night was fun (: after work suppose to meet xinyi, jeff, hazel and denise at town but ended up went to look for jev to have a stick and went dinner too, waited for her to end work then cabbed down to fetch bigeyes then to dblo (: saw bev, sab, jw, group of junior and friends. oh dawn was late so went in without her first (: order volka and lust( shooter ) not long dawn came order some shooter and drinks. drink dance high then around 12plus cabbed to zouk was tipsy and high that time and this is the first time i saw herstory not pack with peoples man. kinda surprise. oh thanks to people who take care of me last night man hahas :x oh saw familar faces too and was suprise that denise sister was there. LOL. but yst was kinda sad when i hear some bad news ): sigh sigh sigh, anw cabbed home with jev and christ then home sweet home (: * more picture is with jeff and oh yes i renewed the card and i lost it. dame it to the max.F. the wall man.
smoking my last stick of cigarette
` 4:00:00 pm
WEDESDAY DINNER PLUS CHILL OUT
picture that was taken during the meet up on wednesday. (: Crystal Jade Korean BBQ at Centrepoint took cab down after work as i'm late. oh man, i tell you i cant believe they order alot but best of all i like the dessert *sago melon blah blah blah. shall go back there to have it like real soon man (:
smoking my last stick of cigarette
Thursday, June 11, 2009
` 12:49:00 pm
Just off you go if you dont like.
understand!!
Just dont understand.
Everything just change out of sudden.
you can do what you want cause i wont be like you.
nabei spoil my day.
` 9:25:00 am
Thursday PARTY TIME
party time tonight (: drink drank high ?
smoking my last stick of cigarette
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
` 11:56:00 am
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINZ (:
* Enjoy your day to the fullest ya.
Love with huggies.
` 11:51:00 am
WEDNESDAY LOW & HIGH
OMFG. i'm so fucking tired now. slept for like few hours only then cabbed to work. oh yes yes. yesterday was fun at the party, esp with my 38 peeps there, had a lil caught up with them and the rest too. was fun and everyone please move to the right ya (:
& to this " asshole hor hor ahsoh " please force urself to get more sleep if not trying taking some sleeping pills. i shall see you tomorrow, dont miss me too much hor.
smoking my last stick of cigarette
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
` 10:46:00 am
Tuesday ______
oh well, another day have pass (: seem slow, seem fast.
smoking my last stick of cigarette
` 9:02:00 am
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY
TO AILIN (:
Monday, June 08, 2009
` 3:48:00 pm
monday heaven
smoking my last stick of cigarette
` 10:18:00 am
work, shopping & stjames on saturday (:
oh well, went work on sat is like totally a messy on my table. lots of stuff and paper. thanks to somebitch!! dame you bitch. work and rush like hell cause i'm late to meet up with GF and the rest.. cab down to cini walk around had lunch at hongkongcafe then walked to fareast to look for gf stuff and GF and i brought a top :) GF and the rest was hungry so went subway for dinner :) high up ! been like few months since i had subway then puff and left gf and rest to bugis to look for jev had short talks and cabed to stjames to meet up with amanda and rest (: the night was fun & i miss my 38 gang without them its seem so different. so hint hint to my 38 gang. see you guys tmr at AL birthday party ya. loves with misses.
right now talking to this " kuku asshole ahsoh " she dame asshole, cute and funny. cant stand her so i shall sit down and laugh at her :x LOL plus you this asshole auntiee go have some sleep if not become " panda ahsoh " night and dont miss till you dream about me ya.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
` 10:25:00 am
F.up feeling.
dame it, why did i do that.
i'm very sorry for what i did.
i should not said those words to you.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
` 3:49:00 pm
i'm tired.
i need some good rest.
but i have lots of work on hand.
and fucking bloodly _____ to hell.
i cant take it.
` 11:53:00 am
this is so cute right (:
* hint hint to the person.
* I thought you said will do one for me
like real soon but i have not got it yet man ):
somedaysomewheresometime.
misunderstanding due to words?
or its real.
` 9:25:00 am
Hooo
O yea yea yea yea
When u smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight
I’ll be hypnotized
when looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let's Spend the night
Chorus
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which I'll repay
Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I’m in love
In love again
When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I’ll still be in love with u
in love again by janice
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
` 4:57:00 pm
yes i got miyavi lastest song from (:
MIYAVI - SUPERHERO
J : buy me look for his lastest album and bring it back to singapore. everyone will love you to the max oh oh help me look for dir en grey too ya (: come back soon with the album.
fly out to the next world.
` 10:09:00 am
its seem like a play that changes in every scene.
พรุ่งนี้เรายังจะรักกัน
` 9:31:00 am
hahahas, this video make me laugh yesterday when i view back (:
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
` 4:29:00 pm
thanks for everything.
` 10:32:00 am
i dont know whats the hell is wrong in me now.
stop asking me cause i dont even know what i'm doing.
smoke finish a pack of cig in like half an hour.( omfg, to hell )
i seriously dont know, alot of stuff and thinking all chuck inside my head.
i need someone to tell me what to do but i dont feel like saying out what happen.
can someone with a good heart sent a angel or maybe a few angel down to help me.
i had enough,
stop using death & stuff to make me felt so guilty.
why cant you try to move on to start a new life instead of death.
Monday, June 01, 2009
` 4:06:00 pm
i just hate this feeling!
why everything just come at a go.
i felt so tired suddenly, i dont know who to trust now.
luckily i still have my friends supporting me just like my " 38 gang " and the few others. and yes i really dame thankfull that i still have them when i'm feel down. (: thanks guys.
` 9:30:00 am
i'm kinda ________ recently.
i dont even know what i'm doing,
its just seem like after a nap everything seem different.
i just feel like hinding myself inside the room the whole day.
family stuff is my biggest worried. ( F. IT UNDERSTAND )
i'm lose in words too and i dont even know what i'm thinking sometime.
recently everyone seem to be hinding something inside them, i dont know but i just had this feeling. seriously i hate this feeling. oh man!! how i wish that everything is back to normal like the past (:
why cant everything be perfect ?
why cant everyone stay as one ?
why must ppl hide things inside them ?
Did they all treat you as one of them ?
why everything seem to be changing ?
why must my parents decided to ____ ?
i felt so dame loss, i dont know who to turn to ):